Wednesday, September 01, 2004

its 2.22am now, should be down sleeping or i guess i wont be able to wake up early tmr morning to study. yea really need a lot of self control i guess, no more late morning sleeps or slacking around( well not exactly true, cos thats why i'm doing right now..). 2 more days to the start of prelims. this thurs is the paper one for both languages. kind of has that kind of anxiety, perhaps because afterall i know this prelims would affect my first three months admission. kind of tired about everything, yea i keep telling myself everything is going to be over soon, but somehow days just hard to pass. as in the routine follows, i just got to wake up in the morning and mug and mug and mug. muggin aint exactly the best thing to do right? but well can't choose. only can wish for the better lar. yea perhaps xueli is right, hoping isnt the best thing to do. yea i want to find my direction too.

today teachers day celebration wasn't that bad, except for the lousy mc trying to act a english accent which i guess pissed many ppl off too. the dance was not bad but i didnt really like the singing by choir. actually somehow days were never like the past where everything was much more fun. my first 2 years in rv was the most memorable. i can still remember mr sham dance, thats what is nice i guess. yea but many teachers left and everything seems to empty. well, shouldn't lament that much since i'm graduating soon. well actually i like rv, it just seems that the last year isn't working that well. i want to move on. haha, thinking about what i just said, i seems to be caught in the middle, trying to go back to the past and into the future. aye, good luck everybody. it's our last lap of sprinting.


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