Saturday, October 09, 2004

i think i'm going to SAJC for the first 3 months if i can qualify that is. i got 18 before moderation, which is quite bad. the results which i get last week was horrible. just 2 c5 grade in my l1r5 landed me at 18. everyone is talking about the jCs where we want to go. i'm beginning to think njc is a far away dream now.

everyone is speculating moderation. somehow i think the best i can get is 12 or 13 after moderation. lousy grades, lousy grades. kind of worried about my results. yup its no use lamenting when the results are staring at me now. i put in quite a lot of effort in my chemistry and yet, its just a c5. true, it'll be a miracle if i improved from the f9 i got in mid year to a A. but problem is that i don't seem to be working towards my dream. what has got into me? i wished i was more hardworking, i wish i had better grades, i wish i was clever, i wish. yea i wish.

"O''s is starting real soon. i know its the last lap. i got to work towards it. may the force be with everyone, and me too, serious. SAJC.


alEx9:13 AM
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